Is it just me or is my life getting more boring? Seriously i'm doing almost the same thing everyday. Wake up, go to work, tired after work, go home, buy dinner from the coffee shop downstairs and a pack of cigarettes, have dinner, smoke almost half of the box and fly to dreamland.

AND AND AND I'm starting to smke a lot! GOONESS! A pack of cigarettes used to last 2 to 3 days, now i smoke a pack a day! Dammit... not that i'm proud of my new accomplishment, i just don't know how and why this could happen.

Hejiang i'm sorry to hear about your grandparents. I always hear about them from you, i can imagine how hard it is to lose someone you truly love. If you need a punching bag or an extra pair of ears around, i'll gladly cut it off for you. You're a strong and independent guy, i'm they're proud of you and what you'll become in the near future! I have faith in you!

Of ya thanks for teaching me how to play mahjong! I'll win next time! (:

she's got to love nobody...