A gallon of milk is more expensive than a gallon of gas or a pack of cigarettes.

I’m happy that I’m getting closer with my friends, after all they’re all I’ve got. Joyce, Zee, Nydia, Pam. Not to forget the rest. Well I’m happy that you guys are being such a dear to me. HAHA.
On Thursday, a good friend of mine, siao joyjoy auntie ji dan, fell sick! Then until now still sick. Eh please take care of yourself okay? I feel really very sad seeing u in this condition. That’s why I want to do everything I can so that you get well soon. Please ah. No dark chocolates till you get better okay? Whether is relapse or asthma attack or whatever it is, I just want you to get well. Must use the inhaler whenever you feel a bit breathless, and don’t stress yourself with work too much. That place you work at is too cramp, I scared you at there very hard to breathe. Haha.

I’m putting drinking a side, but breezers might be an exception prolly.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAM! Celebrated her birthday on the same day as well. Will upload the photos soon after Pam pass me the photos. Haha we bought her an Elmo soft toy shared by Zee, me, Joyce, and WaiLong. Bought an Elmo bag as well, bought by me and Joyce. And also chocolate cake bought by the whole class. I managed to smash some (well actually a lot!) on Pam’s face. Oh well it’s your birthday anyways, so no harm in having fun! Now you get to hughug bear and Elmo as well. Yeah!

I’m gonna start hating the class very soon. I’m really disappointed in you guys, seriously. We’re celebrating her birthday, your own classmate even if it’s not your good friend. And you guys just sit around and do your work. Then I wanted to take a class photo, FOR A FEW MINUTES, and it took so long to get your arses of the chair. WTH?! Even if she doesn’t mind, what do you think it says about you guys towards her? You guys think la, I don’t want to be the judge.

I wonder why you haven’t been talking to me... I’m trying my best to be closer, but maybe it isn’t possible? I don’t know, but maybe being just a friend isn’t that bad after all.

Haiz, you suddenly come back into my life via a phone call, complaining to me how effed up your life is because he dumped you, worse than you dumped me, FOR HIM. Why’d you let him sleep with you? I thought you weren’t the type who’d easily let guys get under your dress? WTF. And now you think I can just take you back with open arms? When you wanted to break up with me, you said, you just don’t have any feelings for me anymore. I cried myself to sleep that night thinking about it. Haiz. All those 3 years, all the sacrifice, all the love I could give you, and it turned out like that, and now this? Please just leave me alone. Call me a coward because I can’t tell you upfront about my decision. This is my decision, get out of my life. After reading this, you should be able to understand the pain I felt when you left me. Good riddance to perfect relationships...
Please don’t remind me about why I’m not close with my real family. Haiz. I know it’s not the perfect family, well I don’t know whether to even call it a family. Those who still have your family by your side, even if they are strict with you; they still love and care for you. Don’t take that for granted. I hope I could feel it, but I guess, for me wishing for it is regarded as forbidden. But I’m lucky to have such good friends by my side. Well hope they stay there and not go anywhere cos they’re the only ones I have. You guys know who you are. Pam, Joyce, Zee, Nydia... (:

I’m happy that some people are having good relationships with their hopefully-soon-to-be husbands, and at the same time, mad about those assholes who’re treating their girls like she’s the fault.

Working at suntec tomorrow, and Sunday, wear costume! Haha! Anyone see me there don’t tell anyone okay